Mara
Knowledge Over All
- Origin Daemon
- Class Mage
- Kit Blue Mage
- Culture Muraian
- Faction Kitha
- Ethos Champion
Mighty +0
Deft +4
Smart +6
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Knowledge Over All.
A phase most people come to respect, come to find some value in. However, I've yet to find any of that myself. The strings of words stemming from various language have long since outgrown their usefulness, simply choosing to rest upon the meaningless pages of the books I am forced to riffle through. The topics are always varied, yet somehow I always seem to find myself acquiring literature related to herbology in the few moments I can ever spare.
Amidst the research are the occasional memories from my past, continually pushing me through my pursuit. I seek the relief from an ever-present burden. I seek the root of all impossible expectations. I seek the recognition after the abandonment of everyone I've ever known. I must learn all of it, for it cannot happen to me again.
Frail as I am, death ever looms on the horizon, simply waiting for the right opportunity to strike. However, I would like to acquire the necessary information before that time arrives.
Still, to think vast troves of accumulated knowledge fail to hold the answers I'm constantly in search of...
Personality: Stoic, Apathetic, Industrious, Perfectionist
False Beliefs: "I need to keep my distance from others so I won’t be hurt in this way again"
Fears: Being abandoned again because of a failure or mistake; That they are as weak (or disloyal, unsuitable, defective, etc.) as others say they are
Possible Responses: Bottling up emotions, Feeling empty inside, Avoiding the places where one might run into former loved ones or group members, Difficulty trusting people or letting them in
Possible Trigger: Rejection, even on a small scale, like being turned down for an after-work drink